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Why does life let you love someone Your never going to be able to have. Why does life give you the best friends Only to let you lose them to some stupid decisions. Why when i finally feel happy again after so long Does it all have to blow up in my face. Why can't i be the happy one again When everyone else has to bring me down. Why is it that i'm so ready to be done with this place And i can't escape it. Why am i crying myself to sleep over how miserable i am My only relief is that a new day could mean new things.

Dear John, I miss the way things use to be between us. We always had such a great time, great times with Sarie. Looking at the pictures from our past reminded me of what we had. You were the first guy who made a huge impact on my life both negative and positive. I loved you with all my heart and i wish i still could, but you also broke my heart. You knew everything about me, more so then my best girlfriend. We had the time of our lives together like swings, movies, park time, and of course your basement. If you get this I just want to thank you for the time I got to spend with you and the growing up you helped me achieve. I know you have mov

How can you tell me you love me, Then tell me you're going to leave me? How can you say you care about me, Then say when you leave you'll be leaving my heart? How can you let me say I love you, Then make me feel like I don't matter like I'm not impartant? How can you spend time with me, Then leave like that time meant nothing to you? How can you say we have a future, Then take that future from me? How can you let me love you, Then leave me feeling worthless?